Escaping...

I needed to escape from doing work on my curriculum unit, so here I am. Plus I knew you were curious about my weekend...
It was nice not to travel and laze around home. Friday I spent a huge amount of time outside with the girls (they seem to not notice the tremendous heat out) and we spruced up our patio. I now have a gorgeous double blooming red rose bush in a planter out back (I wish I had bought another) and the deep red color makes everything come alive back there. We also went and bought a grill (finally!!) yesterday and now it truly looks homey back there! The girls have their own table with umbrella, so we all enjoy it. I can't wait to grill out tomorrow! There just wasn't enough time to get back and set everything up to grill last night.

Speaking of grilling, we went over to the neighbors, Jason and Emily's, along with a group of other neighbor friends to grill hot dogs and hamburgers on Saturday night. It was nice to sit around their pool and keep the kids from falling in :) Their baby, Ethan, is so cute and I get my little baby boy fix by going over and hugging on him every once in awhile. It's no secret that I want a boy, but I cried while putting some of the girls' things in bags that they can't wear anymore. I really think I wouldn't mind one more girl (shhhh)...

I have to tell you our church service was awesome this Sunday! My favorite pastor, Joel Everything-is-Wonderful-and-All-Yours Osteen was trashed again, which always makes me happy. But seriously, the truth spoken there is sooo refreshing.

The worship team is recording a live album this Friday night so everyone in church is supposed to come lend a voice. I am excited about it! The CD's will be given away as a way to reach out to the community.

So now I guess I'll get to work... here's hoping no one gets swine flu.

shelkasa

Thought I would explain the name of our blog since inquiring minds want to know hahaha....
SHELKASA combines all of our middle names...

SHawn, ELlen, KAte, SArah

if we have more kids, the name will be reaaalllly long LOL

Torn...

I have been getting closer and closer to the end of school... and with it comes that big fat scary word "graduation". To most people it would be a happy word. To me, it is sad. It is sad to leave my school friends and the awesome time I have with them when we are in class. There is a union you have with people who are fighting for the same goal you are, going through the same things to get there...But the biggest sadness is leaving my girls all day to work- I am blessed to have a really wonderful family caring for Bella and Tot while I go to school, Miss Kristin and her daughters are watching the girls and Maggie while I do my hours and that has been SUCH a blessing.. they love going there and cry when I pick them up... (yes it hurts my feelings).

Soo all this to say I am torn about working. I need to get out of this house, I know that... right now that is being satisified by me going to school at night and having one day off a week for myself but soon, I will be done- I go over the changes in my head and feel great, and then I feel sick at the thought of turning over the raising of my children to someone else. I know they will still know their parents and listen to them more so than anyone else, blah blah blah. I also know you can't beat having a mom at home for her kids- who ever said they wished their mom would NOT have stayed home? (No one I know)... so, all this to say... I have a battle going on in my heart and brain.

ALSO- there is Bella. Bella just turned 3. She "needs" preschool at 4... should I just keep her with Miss Kristen or put her in another program? Should she be separated from her sister? (They do NOT like being separated at all). Or am I buying into what our messed up society says children should be like- drowning in peer pressure and becoming more like the children around them... LOL maybe I am answering my questions for myself on here.

I have a year more to think on these things... I have Methods in the fall, student teaching in the spring. Then, grad school for eric and i?... that's another post for another time. Ahh motherhood...

A Good Book...

Since I would be on sprink break this past week, I decided to pick up a book to read just for me- nothing related to school at ALL. I fell on this one at Goodwill, so for about $.80 I got an amazing read! I LOVED everything about this book and how it affected me... and I was sad when it was over.

The Gunters had a great Easter, though I missed being with family for the holiday. Since Jonathan was on duty this past weekend, we postponed family Easter events until next weekend. Eric and I wrestled with what to do since he was off Friday, and we decided to take it easy and have a date night Friday night, then spend the rest of the weekend in the mountains with the girls. Would you believe that the girls were being so good and we were so sad to leave them (that and I was still coughing from my earlier cold), that we cancelled date night and spent time at home instead on Friday?!

We ended up getting a room at the Hillwinds Inn in Blowing Rock for Saturday night, so we drove up at lunch on Saturday. About 3/4 of the way up the mountain Bella said "Daddy, my ears not right"... her first ear popping experience. Tot was asleep :)

Our room was SUPER cute. Small and very clean, comfy and right in downtown Blowing Rock. Ignoramous me forgot the camera... actually it was a relief since I didn't stress about getting good pics the whole time.. the weather was kind of nasty Saturday so we shopped around at Broyhill and the mall in Boone. That night we treated the girls to a meal at Makoto's in Boone- YUMMMMY. I can not tell you how good that food was. I missed it so much.. the girls loved the chef cooking at our table, I think he won over Tot when he threw food at people. Anywhere that food is thrown, she feels at home. I worried about the fire part, when they light the cooktop, but Tot clapped in joy and said "fire! fire!" Bella hid her face and whimpered. How can kids be so different?!

Eric was VERY excited to play Praise and Worship with the group at Trinity on Sunday, and I could see the joy he felt at picking up his guitar again. He hasn't played for anyone in awhile and I had missed hearing him. He plays for the girls while I am in class, so I always miss it :) Church was awesome, as I knew it would be. The music was great and Nathan's message right on. It was so amazing having lunch with Nathan, Erin and little Madison, who is such a big girl now! Bella and Tot had missed her, and Bella asks to see her a lot, though we are pretty positive she just wants to see Mr. Nathan. We had fun seeing Buttercup the dog and hanging out on a gorgeous Sunday at their house. Eric truly is at home in those mountains. He gets this smile as we climb into the hills and it sticks to his face until we leave them. It is so refreshing to be with people who don't care about stuff- money, houses, cars, income, blah blah blah... just good people who want to worship in their daily life.

I am blessed beyond measure by a God who sacrificed it all to rescue me... who am I to receive such a gift? Unworthy and humbled. And grateful. I heard a great sermon today while driving the girls around... I wish I could rewrite it for you... but it was all about our unworthiness and meaningless drive to get STUFF instead of eternal rewards. If we are one day surrounded by those we witnessed to, how will we stand asked Greg Laurie. What a compelling thought!

A New Blog... Again

Sooo I got comfy at wordpress doing my little family blog this week... and then I realized... it isn't NEARLY as easy to see friends' blogs from a whole different site! Plus, I can't do cutesy backgrounds! Agh!
Sooo here we are at blogger. Again. This time it will stick for real. I promise to you, the reader, that I will update often. Maybe too often.

Now on to my fo real update for today:
I am excited to ride my new bike... a gorgeous pink diamondback that feels like a dream. Eric got himself the light weight aluminum version in bright orange so we can bond while we nearly pass out from exhaustion hahaha... now we just have to get the girls a trailer they can sit in. A new adventure for us! I will post a pic of it when I remember...
I am determined to get into shape and God willing, I will not die in the process. I told Eric if he gets that new bike he has to get those little spandex shorts.

The girls last night got up onto the coffee table and sang from The Little Mermaid as though they were on Broadway. At the end, they bowed... who taught them to bow? We thought it was so funny and sweet... they really are a cute duo.

I hope everyone has a blessed Holy Week and Easter. I think it is amazing some Catholic churches are doing foot washings tonight. Maybe some other churches too? I am celebrating this season being one of renewal and joy!

Today...

So today was awesome only because I went to the eye doc. Why was I excited you ask? Well… because the last few times I went I was either pregnant or just was pregnant… and if you have ever been while pregnant, you know the doc tells you: “now you know your vision can be all over the place right now, just like your hormones, so come right back after you have that baby”… well, this time I just knew I would finally be in my comfort zone so to speak with my vision. I liked the doc, he was awesomely smart and I love my new contacts. I was, however, reprimanded for wearing them for too long… yeah yeah. Doc said he couldn’t sleep at night if he didn’t let me know I could end up in the ER with an immediate need for eye surgery if I didn’t stop using one pair for so long. Thanks so much… glad that helps YOU sleep at night.
Anywho, the girls and I are feeling much much better. I have contemplated going to visit Angela in Atlanta this weekend over and over but don’t know if the girls will totally be over their colds. I have wanted to see her for a looong time and hang in Hotlanta. I will SOON- promise.
I LOVE those commercials for E Trade with the little baby talking to the screen… ha! The new one is so hilarious. Anything with late 80’s/early 90’s tunes is worth my while. I got some tubular gold ballet flats I want to pair with leg warmers- no joke, and Eric begs me not to. You shall see a pic soon if in fact I can find leg warmers.
Also, has anyone actually sent in their gold to those infomercial people who say they will give you money for it? I just want to know if that lady who holds up her $100 bills is really rich now.
I know this is all random and mostly based on my current tv viewing. I apologize. Hope Easter is happy for everyone and that we all remember it really isn’t all about that large bunny sneaking into your home and leaving a basket (what?)….
yay Jesus. Thank You!
and now for words from ERIC:
“I can’t write on demand… I will do this later everyone”
lata nayba

In the First Place...

What a weird way to start a new post on a new blog, with little Eric… but I thought it was worth sharing
I am intent upon keeping this thing up-to-date and promise to give this my best effort. There is just too much excitement and fun in my life to not share it… potty training, yard work, school, goings-on with the anxiety-ridden german shepherd, etc. Now don’t you want to keep checking in? Hahahaha….
So, for my first telling of the goings-on for today: I am sick with a terrible cold- coughing, sneezing, snotty, headache… and so are my girls. Yuck! Eric is so far germ free. I literally do not remember most of the last 4 days due to what NyQuil does to me at night (which for me lasts at minimum 12 hours). I think I have seen Eric, and am sure he has spoken to me, but what about I can not tell you.
I made it to class last night, which was UBER important since we are starting our UNIT (I say this with a trembling voice and shaky hands). I am in the home stretch now- these are my last two real classes… in the fall, I start Methods- we go four days a week to 4 different classes (Science, Reading Diagnostics, Social Studies, Math) and learn how to teach them… in the day we are thrown into the class in which we will be student teaching and we teach those subjects. And then in the spring, I take over the second grade at McAdenville Elementary! AGH! So scary! I know you teachers know the feelings I am having, so any advice is appreciated. I am, on the other hand, SO excited that my good friend Christine is going to be student teaching in fourth grade at my school! Yay!!! I can not believe this journey is almost done, and I am so sad to leave my school and friends. I have met such wonderful people at the Abbey, and being in such a small, sweet, religious school has been a gift. I have a new respect and admiration for the Catholic community.
Anyway, you will later hear our journey in the world of potty training. Yikes! Bella is scared of the potty… Tot isn’t scared of anything, but training 2 at once is of satan. Oh wait, make that 3 at once since I keep Maggie and she’s training too. Hahahaha… I am crazy, yes. But I always wanted a loud, loving, crazy home… here it is!!!